we have created something that may the way i look at the russian river for a long time.
Monday, April 11, 2011
i dont know where im going. i dont know how fast or how for how long. all i know is that it needs to change soon. where will this shift come from though? where will i find the inspiration and the drive to push me in the right direction?
working like a dog who never talks and listens and learns and listens and learns. i enjoy this new lifestyle. perhaps i can kick this old habit and move on to hose brighter days. get myself out of this killer slump. i know there is one out there for me and i'm going to find it.
the end of march is so close. got a bunch of work ahead of me though. if i knuckle down for the next few weeks, the end of march will be all the sweeter.
perplexing thoughts and small endeavors. both eyes on finding that groove. i enjoy the quiet alot more. why does time seem to move so slow, and when i turn around it's fleeting
twentyeleven didnt exactly start the way i wanted it to. good intentions, but bad luck seems to have its way of finding me. pocketfuls of sunshine aplenty, but i dont seem to be smiling yet.